PDUTogepi (pdutogepi) wrote,

Eh, I've really had a pretty crappy past few weeks. I've been feeling overall nervous again and just generally down in general, over... pretty much everything I can think of :/ I'm actually thankful that I've got today and tomorrow to spend time staying in the house on my own which I think I needed. I think the constant having to interact with the general public on a daily basis for the past six days really left me feeling nervous and exhausted. By the start of this week all I wanted to do was hide under a rock and naturally this is when customers decide to be the most annoying they can be.
I've realized I've lost of much faith in people thanks to the wonderful world of retail.
The thing is, I kinda hate telling people about how nervous I've been feeling, if I feel I should mention it or someone actually notices... because I worry it sounds like attention-seeking or something, which I know I'm not. I think I'm just wishing for a miracle solution or someone to guide me the right way. I feel kinda lost and confused.

I really really hope this feeling passes for Amecon though @_@ I really don't want MAJOR NERVOUSNESS to spoil that weekend. I cleared out my Flickr account since I really want a place to upload photos from events. Amecon will be my first one up :) I want to get some nice photos hopefully.

I think I'm gonna chill and work on some Pokémon screenshots. I'll probably will have a post up on route_1 by the end of today. Maybe I'll make some icons too...
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