I've realized I've lost of much faith in people thanks to the wonderful world of retail.
The thing is, I kinda hate telling people about how nervous I've been feeling, if I feel I should mention it or someone actually notices... because I worry it sounds like attention-seeking or something, which I know I'm not. I think I'm just wishing for a miracle solution or someone to guide me the right way. I feel kinda lost and confused.
I really really hope this feeling passes for Amecon though @_@ I really don't want MAJOR NERVOUSNESS to spoil that weekend. I cleared out my Flickr account since I really want a place to upload photos from events. Amecon will be my first one up :) I want to get some nice photos hopefully.
I think I'm gonna chill and work on some Pokémon screenshots. I'll probably will have a post up on route_1 by the end of today. Maybe I'll make some icons too...