I'm also very doubtful, in most things, especially my abilities. I find I tend to suppress most abilities I have because I don't trust my own judgement half the time, I always feel like what I do and try to do is wrong and when I don't surpress my abilities, that's when I start saying or doing things I feel are odd.
And somehow I feel like I should apologize to everyone in case I have or ever will say something that seems, odd, silly, stupid or if I just get silly ideas in my head or read things wrong ect. ect. cos when I do that, I just feel like I'm being strange and scaring people, I have no idea why.
You can feel free to ignore this post if you want, I'm tired and just being a ball of shyness and doubt today...I'm a Shouball.
I need Shou icons.