Urgh, I've had a headache all day today. Not a super bad one, but the kind that makes your head feel really heavy. I think it's because I didn't sleep well last night, though I haven't slept that well these past two nights. Everytime I'm on the verge of falling to sleep I get this sudden feeling of being panicky. It's a sort of sudden "Oh god I'm dying" sort of feel, it's like I can't breathe even though I can perfectly, it's really weird. I only get it when I've been feeling super duper nervous though, which as you know, I have been feeling this week.
I got to work today and of course the first thing they did was tell me to go on the basket till which I did not want at ALL today, so I told the supervisor to make sure the person I'm taking off comes back after their break and I'm pretty surprised they actually stuck to that. Usually they just forget and leave me on there. The supervisor I said that to even let the supervisor that was on later know I didn't want to go on it, so I'm glad that they didn't mind.
The 15-20 minutes I was on it though, I just felt like crying. I felt so crappy and down and that I didn't want to be around this many people. Then I had to tell a family that they couldn't come on the till with a trolley and the dad of the family gave me an awful look. It took all my willpower to not burst of crying then and there.
Just tomorrow at the charity shop and Sunday at work left to do, then I'm not back at work until the 20th. I may ask the charity shop tomorrow if I'm okay to not go in on Tuesday, only because I have so much do and get ready for Amecon and I've done barely anything for it. I still have some washing to do and clothes to pack and my room to clean. I wanted to take some stuff to the bring and buy this year just to get rid of it and make some space. Like mangas I don't plan on continuing on (Like Bleach and Naruto, the series is too long and I lost interest in it) plus some Naruto DVD boxsets (One of which is un-opened I think). I'll see what other stuff I have too XD
When I go into town tomorrow I need to make sure to buy some things for Ame.
Oh yeah, i need to finished my exchange for poke_arts
too. I've been feeling like such crap this month, I didn't get round to it other than a sketch I wasn't 100% happy with, but I'll have to use that. I'll have to try and get it done in these next few days.
Blah, I need to sleep X_X;
Oh one thing I am happy about though! ( Cut for Pokémon D/P SpoilersCollapse )